supposed to be a totally happy day today. met gen to go cycling. and halfway i got one phone call, which i ignored. and then i got 3 more phone calls, and 1 sms. none of which boded well. all shitty stuff.
maybe i'm not suited for this job, that's why i'm not doing well. or is it because i did not put my 100% effort into the job, that's why i suck. or is it that there are jian people out there who are always trying to sabo people and make work more miserable than it already is?
thank god by some small stroke of luck i am on leave tomorrow. even if tues i will still kena scolding, at least it's a 4-day week.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. and it still doesn't fully express my pekcek-nism.
countdown starts. fucking far away. fuck.